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xallmyfearsx @ 2008-02-26T15:03:00

2008-02-26T21:03:57Z

Hahahaha

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-12-21T09:28:00

2005-12-21T15:29:45Z

Hey.

I've got a new LiveJournal and such.

www.livejournal.com/users/thyperfectlight.

I'll still update this guy every now and then.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-11-20T12:18:00

2005-11-20T18:22:07Z

Hey. Yeah. Recap!

Thursday night:
Swim meet. That was okay, I guess. Mi Ranchitos. Good mexi-eats. Dairy Queen. Wal-green. 20 Questions is the most amazing inventions ever.

Friday:
School. Saw new Hairy Potter movie and it owns.

Saturday:
Work 7-3. Went to Brents for a while. Babysat freaking Jared. Finished editiing my US History video, and it's pretty good, actually. I was in for the night.

Sunday (today):
Work 7-11 with Lundin. Been kicking it bored-style since I've gotten back. Yeah.

truth hits everybody t r u t h hits e v e r y o n e

2005-11-17T22:04:46Z

Today, lame. Typical day. Yeah. Played water polo, that was okay, I guess. I saw kid kid almost fight. Lowell sucks for fights. Theres never any. Hanover had fights all the time and that is cool. Yeah, the rest of the group is coming over to finish our video for US history. After that, I'm going to the swim meet with Shelly. She, Danielle, and I are hitting up Mi Ranchio after that. Yeah. Squad Five-O is so good.

today calls o u t your na m e

2005-11-17T02:52:41Z

Yeah. Half-day of school. Lowells half-days are WAY too long. 8-12:30. Psh. Thats like, 3/4's day. Yeah, gay. So, I went to school. It went 4 classes and lunch. I didn't eat much. After that, I met up with some kids so we could make out video for US History. One of the girls dad owns a reaturant in Grant Park, so, we hit up there and get FREE lunch! Yeah! We then filmed our video. I came home, kicked it. Watched TV while I kicked it. Read some. Kicked it. Yeah, you know how we do.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-11-16T00:25:00

2005-11-16T05:31:08Z

Oh, wow. Hey. I got bored. Decided to go through my LiveJournal. You should do it with your own. It's seriously really fun. So, yeah. Here's what I've been up to:

School: I seriously miss Hanover more and more everyday. Lowell isn't as bad as I though, and I've made tons of new friends, but, still, it's just not the same.

Work: Man, I can't believe I've stayed at this job so long.

Band: The new band is going very well. Lots of shows booked, and good new songs. The members are all awesome, too.

Girls: Yeah, I don't know. There's not really anyone I'm looking at or really talking to.

Current Listenings: The Higher, Death Cab For Cutie, Sufjan Stevens, The Kinson, JamisonParker, Boys Night Out.

Current Readings: Jude (I know, it sounds kinda weird, but, go though it a few times. It's pretty neat.)

c a n you s e e the sk y turn r e d ?

2005-10-25T13:19:40Z

Woah, my livejournal. Weird.

Hey, everyone! How ya been? Yeah, cool. So, this girl called Shelly drives me to school everyday, and yesterday, she told me she was going to be a half an hour early today, but, I totally forgot. Yeah. She usually comes at 7:30, so, today, she would have gotten there at 7:00. I got up at 7:14. I don't know. It's only a half-day, anyway. Yeah.

So, I'm in a new band called Cutaway Blue. Thats going good. It's a lot different from The Assignment. There is no screaming in this one, and it doesn't sound as heavy. Our new sound is more of an indie/pop-punk sound. See, we have piano, synth, and other keys in it. I guess I'd compare us to Straylight Run meets Motion City Soundtrack meets Copeland meets Panic! At The Disco.

I hate school. Still. Yeah, since Mrs. Garret screwed me to the max, it's been gay. If you don't know, Mrs. Garret calls me a few weeks before my senior year starts, and tells me I'm a few credits short, and theres nothing I can do but take another year. I could have done something about it if she would have told me before, but yeah, she didn't. So, I'm a junior over at Lowell High School. Next year, thought! Hanover, sucka!

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-08-14T22:09:00

2005-08-15T03:09:46Z

Hey, everyone. How are you doing tonight? I pray all is well. Here I am tonight. I think back over years of walking with Jesus Christ. I've made some awesome friends, I've lost some awesome friends. I've played in a few bands. I've had a few ladie friends. But, still, one things come out on top: I've got a great father. Yeah, that's correct. I love my Papa. He's done so many awesome things for me, and I can't thank him enough.

If you wern't already aware of what I am talking about, it's God. He's given everything I've needed, and then some.

I just feel the need to post this up here. Feel free to talk to me at ANY time about ANY thing. I'm up for it. Good-night.

Larry Rosinko™

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-07-19T09:32:00

2005-07-19T14:32:35Z

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-06-29T07:28:00

2005-06-29T14:29:18Z

So, I am leaving for Cornerstone today! Oh yeah, it'll be awesome. We are playing a few sets, plus, I get to see MCGEE AND TONAAAY! My AIIP brothers will be there, as well, so, that is awesome. I miss them. Seriously. I get to see my some of my favorite bands like Anberlin and Copeland. If you know about Cornerstone stuff, go look at the line-up and answer me this question: Where is Blindside? MxPx? Squad Five-0? Norma Jean? Yeah, I don't know either. Man, I would do anything if UnderOATH could make it out. So, Caleb and I are heading out today at about 1:00 or so. Mabey before. He is eating lunch with his wife, no, knowing that sitiuation, we won't leave until about 7:00. Stupid her.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-04-16T15:47:00

2005-04-16T20:48:34Z

Do you hear the jet plane yawning miles across the sky?
Hear the garbage truck back down in boulevard
Setting off the car alarms as it passes by?
Do you hear the static of one thousand de-tuned radios?

Shut the window love, keep the world outside
I don't want to think about anyone
And the footsteps are getting louder
Drowning out the sound of the rain as it knocks on the windowsill
I'm not answering the phone, let it ring
Lately i've been feeling like a falling bomb
The ground is getting closer and the sky is falling...down

This song has been brought to you..by a falling bomb
This song has been brought to you..by a falling bomb

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-28T00:11:00

2005-03-28T06:11:52Z

Wake up everyone
It’s not too late
To save the remnants of
Our hearts stop giving up
Our last shattered love
Our only chance to find the meaning of
The beat beneath the blood

We laugh and our new friends are shocked when
We find nails in our backs
We follow those who cheat and steal
Look in my eyes
You won’t your way back
Our only cup is smashed under our own heels
Reason abandoned
To advertise
Shotguns in silence
Have always been the best arms

Wake up everyone
It’s not too late
To save the remnants of
Out heats
Stop giving up
Our last shattered love
Our only chance to find the meaning of
The beat beneath the blood

We laugh and our new friends are shocked when
We find nails in our backs
We follow those who cheat and steal
Look in my eyes
You won’t your way back
Our only cup is smashed under our own heels

The abolition of man is where the
The reach of science

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-25T12:41:00

2005-03-25T18:49:45Z

Updation. (I am really doubting that words exsistance.)

Hm. I really don't have a lot to say to you.

My band has played a lot of shows since we've last spoken. Last night, we did a benifit and sold HALF the stock of our new shirts. We ordered 50 and sold 24 (so, not exactly half, but, we made all the money that we spent on them back, so, it's all profit now).

I am on spring break now.

Also, I am very lame, so I have decided to put a weekly list of good books and CDs. Thats right, I said it, and I stand by how lame I am!

LARRYS LIST OF THINGS TO LISTEN TO AND READ #1
-CDs-
Hidden In Plain View - Life In Dreaming
Straylight Run - Straylight Run
Copeland - In Motion
The Chariot - Everything Alive, Everything Breathing, Nothing Is Dead, Nothing Is Bleeding
andifiperish - the War On Every Front EP

-Books-
CS Lewis - The Four Loves
Pslams 1- 40 (in the Bible)
Revolution On Canvas: Poetry From The Indie Music Scene (I've read this book about 22 times)

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-19T09:58:00

2005-03-19T16:01:24Z

OH MY GOSH!!!

I AM GOING ON FREAKING TOUR!!!

We did a show at Jave Joz last night. Us, Jermey Williams, and some other bands. About an hour or so after the set, Jermey was talk to us about stuff.

Like a tour!

This August, Jermey and us are heading out to the North-East to do a tour! We will be hitting NYC, Long Island, Maine, places in New Jersey, and all around there. It will be a few weeks long.

Oh man!

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-15T21:42:00

2005-03-16T02:43:12Z

andifiperish - 31

And I say, Lord, I trust in You.
I am Yours forever.
You are my rock.
My fortress.
It's in You I take my refuge.
I have grown weak with sorrow.
This is my time of distress.
All I ask if for Your mercy
and grace-abounding love.

They run away.
As if I am dead.
Conspricay of contempt.
War on every front.
Broken at my knees.
Still I walk.

Still, I walk at Your side.

My times are in Your hands.
Let Your face shine down on me.
Cover me with everlasting love,
for I trust You.

I am Yours!
I am Yours forever!
And I say,
Lord I trust in You!

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-08T18:53:00

2005-03-09T00:54:16Z

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-07T19:37:00

2005-03-08T01:38:24Z

Well, The Assignment has ordered new merch!

4 new buttons
http://c.myspace.com/00069/50/15/69615105_l.jpg

1 new shirt
http://c.myspace.com/00069/30/00/69620003_l.jpg

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-03-05T16:57:00

2005-03-04T23:03:14Z

I am back with vengence.

After getting much complaint, I have decided to put Ms. Journal back up.

Here's what I've been up to:
Show, school, nothing.

Our last few shows were good.
The show we did last night wasn't really on the good side.

I'm doing well with most people and studff.
Execpt one.

Bye.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-02-16T23:24:00

2005-02-17T05:32:50Z

1.) What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? I dont know.
2.) If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Im this way because God made me.
3.) Do you have a completely irrational fear? getting burried alive
4.) What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? my hair
5.)Do you have too many love interests? No
6.) Do you know anyone famous? Side Walk Slam
7.) Describe your bed. there
8.) Spontaneous or plan? plan
9.) Do you know how to play poker? no
10.) What do you carry with you at all times? Wallet/Heart/Pen/Picks
11.) What do you miss most about being little? the tv shows
12.) How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? not much
13.) Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? in a sense
14.) Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you? kind of
15.) Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? no
16.) Do you spend more time with your boyfriend/girlfriend or your friends? lots
17.) What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? love God
18.) What is your ideal marriage location? London
19.) Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? vocals (better)
20.) Favorite fabric? denim
21.) Something you love and hate? caleb
22.) What kind of bedding do you use? bricks
23.) Do you tell your friends about your sex life? no. theres nothing to tell.
24.) What's the one language you want to learn? Me......
25.) What do you order at a bar? I way yo the door.
26.) Have you ever pierced your body parts? not yet
27.) Do you have tattoos? not yet
28.) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted? I guess....
29.) Do you drive stick? i dont drive period
30.) What's one trait you hate in a person? everything caleb does
31.) What kind of watch(es) do you wear? depends
32.) Most frivolous purchase? $45 Famous S&S Belt
33.) Do you consider yourself materialistic? yes, sadly
34.) What do you cook the best? I cook all kinds of things
35.) Favorite writing instrument? pilot pens
36.) Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? both
37.) Do you have anything monogrammed? i dont know
38.) What kind of books do you like to read? CS Leiws books and poetry books.
39.) If you won the lottery, what would you do? i want to say id help charitys, but id blow it all on musical crap
40.) What's one thing you're a sore loser at? everything
41.) If you don't like a person, how do you show it? i try not too
42.) Do you cry in front of friends? some of them
43.) What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? look at him. i bet he doesn't love God!
44.) What's one thing you like to do alone? i like to talk to Papa when im alone.
45.) Are you a giver or a taker? both
46.) When's the last time you cried? last week
47.) Favorite communication method? letters
48.) How many drinks before you're tipsy? depends
49.) Favorite kind of porn? www.XXXchurch.com
50.) Do you ever have to beg? i guess
51.) How often do you have sex? im having sex RIGHT NOW, actually!
52.) Have you ever done any illegal drugs? you tell me.
53.) Do you think you're cute? not at all
54.) Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? not really.
55.) What's the most painful experience you've ever had? physically or emotionally?

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-02-13T23:33:00

2005-02-14T05:37:35Z

....and it's done!

(i mean this is the BEST way possible.)

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-02-12T23:10:00

2005-02-13T06:11:52Z

Are there no shadows where you are?
I can see everything as day
Problems that you try to hide away
Pushing me aside (You're pushing me aside)

Could the winter calm come twice?
Because your heart seems so cold tonight
Thirst for substance somehow isn't right
It's killing me inside (It's killing you inside)
Killing me inside

I don't wanna be where you are
I don't wanna be here even now
I don't wanna be by your side
If something isn't right
If something isn't right

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our last goodbye
This is where love ends

Are you so naive to right and wrong
How could you watch innocence forgone
Does what we've done ever really belong?
It wasted me away

God if you can hear me out alright
Please take these feelings for her inside
My chest hurts when I breathe tonight
It's wasting me away
You're wasting me away

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-02-09T15:34:00

2005-02-09T21:47:12Z

Hello, my dear friends.

Heres a list of what I've been up to.

Shows. Shows.
I've done 2 shows since we've last spoken of anything of that sort. One was at PopCulture Coffee House.It went pretty well.My sister came to that, so, it was cool. I like being able to do shows and not feel like a complete idiot after the show. It was a good time, though. SHAWN WAS THERE! I was outside, talking to Elysa and some other people, and I see these 3 people walking down the sidewalk, and I look for a second, and yell "SHAWN!" and run full speed to him, pick him up, and snip around. If you think thats gay, screw you! Shawn is awesome! Tom had a gam that night, so, he left it early to get to the show. I guess that really made this coach mad. So mad, he kicked Tom off of the team.

That night, Shawn, Blake, and Shawn II stayed at Calebs house with us. Shawn and I stayed up watching some awesome videos of people falling down and whatnot. That morning, I woke up, and hung out for a while. Elysa came over at about 10, and everyone went to get some food. I love Culvers. Those are some good eats, I tell ya! After that was over, Shawn and the gang had to leave. Sad, sad, sad. Later that day, Elysa and I went to her house for a bit, and up to Merrville and went to some stores. That was a good time. She's fun! Later on, we did another show. This was awesome (minus the 3rd band who played. They went on for freaking ever). Once we did play, it was cool. We sold a lot of shirts and CD. Buttons are gone. We are totally out. Rock!

School

...is lame.

Work

...is lame.

I reccomend to the following

Straylight Run, Haste the Day, The Chariot, Hidden In Plain View, Damien Rice, Thrice, The Honour Recital, My Chemical Romance, Senses Fail

Reading

Elysa, I'm reading Blue Like Jazz. For real.

Farewell, everyone.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-02-08T21:16:00

2005-02-09T03:24:18Z

something, i need to look around and breath. i need to look at the people in the situation. i need to look at how i will end up when everything is over.

to my dearest friends (you know who you are):

i love you both very much, and you know that. i am sure you both know i've been kinda sad/mad/frustated/confused about this entire situation, but, i want you both to know this: in my heart, i know everything is going to be ok.

to one of you (you know who you are):

i have come to this: God has brought you into my life not for anything but being extreamly good friends like we have always been. know this: no matter the outcome, nothing will be weird. i promise. i love you, kiddo. theres nothing that can change anything.

to the other one:

you are you. i cant let anything stop us from talking/being friends/moving to Oregon/me coming to where you live or anything. no matter what, it'll always be the same.

to you both:

i love you.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-02-01T22:48:00

2005-02-02T04:55:00Z

practice. woah, practice. it was awesome. we have finally got some new stuff going, which is crazy. we have "guest vocals" on a new song, by tim barret, and they sound great. its got an early november feel, but also, a big feel for the assignment. i like it. a lot. come to the show saturday and hear it.

someday, this world will burn, and i will be set free.

xallmyfearsx @ 2005-01-31T19:02:00

2005-02-01T01:17:36Z

what have been up to? no a whole lot, kids. here/

school sucks.
work sucks.
God is still good.

We played a show on Saturday at school. It was fine, other than the fact that Caleb breaks bass strings at EVERY show! I did some throws, so that was pretty cool. We sold a lot of merch, which is awesome. Andy (AIIP) and I traded shirts. I got an AIIP shirt, and he got one of ours.
AIIP played. It was awesome. They all did the "grab Larrys head and scream in his face during the show", which is awesome. I love that. Kyle ended up in the hospital. He was bring Kyle (play really CRAZY), and hit his mouth with his guitar, and got a big gash in lip from his teeth. Yeah, stiches.
After the show, we did a practice, which is just weird. Yeah, that was AWESOME. I've never ever played so hard in my life.

Sunday was fine, i guess. Worked 8-3. Blah.

Im really excited for Friday. I get to see S H A W N M C G E E ! Oh yeah! Also, I get to see Mark, Tim, and all my other friends in The Honour Recital. I have seen any of them in a while, so, that'll be cool. This show is going to so awesome.

Well, I guess I am going to go. I'll see you later.

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